Now I know whaT a toUgh day is ??

This was just another morning, news were floating around about Operating System marks to be shown today .. so long wait was about to be over !!
I had my dailies and was getting ready for the climax, at times i thought this is the last chance i got "It's now or never", i knew i had worked hard this semester and was even reaping the fruits in other subjects and this was one which is going to be my area of Interest and a good grade will do me the favour.
So with all those hopes in my kitty i reached da destination. Crowd was all ga-ga... things have been delayed by 30 mins (no worries that's usual scene in India, at times i think we must be waisting atleast 20-30 % of our life waiting".
So for passing the boring hour (with tensions gripping da minds) we started with chit chats, dunno how that half n hour passed !!

Roll no were being called and if you look at faces around you get to know how tough the going was, as usual my wait was longer finally got the marks ... ohh not bad !!

atleast i recovered the loss of first test through it. but what next wa in store nobody expected, somebody was caught red handed ... no worries this has been happening for years !!

There are two ways you score talent talent & talent ... naah this is just a phrase !!

realiTy is cheat cheat & cheat, when it comes to blaming everybody takes the lead and i'm no exception but when it gets to you, you tend to forgot all that !!
any way some day or other this was expected so no shocker !!

But next come the shock of life.... i got my end sem marks and god i never expected it to turn up this way...m in Last 10 , god how can this happen that too after i did my paper so well.
any way my only hope was seeing the paper for correction still 3 gruelling hours for that.

And these were the 3 hours that changed my perception a bit towards life, there are people who claims to be your friends but these are the testing time that gets you know the truth !!

I can't name them here but during those 3hours when i was crying bukets alone in my room, i needed someone who could believe me and assure me that i cant get this marks. But this is a competative world and there is nothing like emotions or feelings here, i was left alone as if discarded as if they were more than happy hearing my failure.
This is the time when i realize this world is a pond of selfish fishes, they will be with you but given a chance they won't hesitate making you a prey in their way to move ahead.

Anyway thank god that i have been in hostel for almost 11-12 yrs so have seen a lot of this breed so know how to cope with them.
Finally it was 4'o clock , i had my answer sheet with me and as expected 15 marks turned out to be 50 and am safely placed in B grade, not bad.
Thank god atleast you are alwayz there for me.

Anyway if you people are reading this, then this is my word to all those friends( and they know whom am talking about), please dont be hypocrites if you hate me say it on my face i will surely love to walk out of your life.

So that is another story of mine but that is how i'm.