Someday !!

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Someday we gonna rise up on that wind you know
Someday we gonna dance with those lions
Someday we gonna break free from these chains and keep on flyin'

They tellin' me it's all good just wait
You know you're gonna be there someday
Sippin' on Jim Beam ok
Gotta get these things one day
Till then do another line you know
Searching for that other high
Stop or I gotta steal then steal
Kill or I'm gonna be killed
I got a sack in my pocket
Conscious yellin' drop it
You know we're gonna lose it someday
And we tryin' to hold it all together but the devil is too clever so
I'm gonna die you gonna die we gonna die Someday one day I said '

Someday we gonna rise up on the wind you know
Someday we gonna dance with those lions
Someday we gonna break free from these chains and keep on flyin'

Try to lie but it ain't me Ain't me
Try to look but I can't see
Can't stop right now cause I'm too far and I can't keep goin' cause it's too hard
In the day in the night it's the same thing
On the field on the block it's the same game
On the real if you stop then it's no pain but if you can't feel pain then it's no gain
Rearrange and you change and it's all bad and you try to maintain but you fall back
And you crawl and you slip and you slide down
Wanna make it to the top better start now
So I hold my soul and I die hard
All alone in the night in the graveyard
Someday one day I'm gonna be free and they won't try to kill me for being me '

Someday we gonna rise up on that wind you know
Someday we gonna dance with those lions
Someday we gonna break free from these chains and keep on flyin'

If you know how this is
Gonna see it's not that easy
Don't stop get it till it's done
From where you are or have begun
I said keep on try a little harder to see everything you need to be
Believe in your dreams
That you see when you're asleep

Someday we gonna rise up on that wind you know
Someday we gonna dance with those lions
Someday we gonna break free from these chains and keep on flyin' !!

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A song that's close to my heart, feel the words and I'm sure it will bring a change in your day !!

Someday original Version Video !!

2008 : A year to celebrate game called Life

So that's the end of what i can say 366 days of learning and living. Not often I'm seen flying high ....
As expected year started on a sour note ... expected better grades from 5th sem (especially coz of efforts done) but again that magic figure of 9 was far away.

But as i always say, a failure is not a failure untill you learn lessons out of it, that day i decided to work with better vision to reach that mark. But then the much expected gift, got my baby "Hunk-Hero Honda Marvel" through the pocket of my brother. But then the month of January passed down with the grief of shocking performance in Placement-mocks, it seemed like all is lost but again with motivations from seniors,friends and family I was all ready to rediscover myself.

Then it was all usual semester routine and somewhere in between the news of joining date of my sister, we all celebrated that day like its a new beginning. April passed adding another year to my fast growing age, I was an adult now or better to say eligible bachelor but still searching the lady luck.

Somewhere I was not satisfied with my Placement preparations and then the expectations of better grade, gave my final exams with full zeal only to be lost in the game of "Artifical Intelligence" where the Numero Uno grade was lost by 1 mark and so is the gradeline.

Then there was grueling 60 days of Placement prep ...

But who knew that amid these dark days there will be a beam of light that will change my life's course forever. July was on corner, Campus-Recruitment started with bang but my expectations was on sweet August. As expected Yahoo,Net app,Adobe all three giants came n went.

Then it was 22nd July, Cisco was in campus ... nothing was on stake thus null to loose.
I gave the written with keeping God in brain n leaving all aside, that night rather morning... my door was knocked yet again ... there was Arihant with the result of written. I was through, finally a ray of light, it was already 2'o clock in morning so 6 hrs and loads to be revised.

Time was running out so was my patience, then followed the long wait to interviews ... it was only in evening that my turn came.
It was gud more than wot i had expected, cool n chilled i was so were they. And then the stroke of results, finally the wait was over, good news came through and who knew it was going to be the best day ever ... yaa I'm through Cisco. Then it was a week full of celebrations.

But then again there is lots of other thing in life that keeps you busy, sometimes takes a toll on you. All was well with me but not much was well with India and the world, recession was spreading like an epidemic. Day by day big giants were giving up to this epidemic and then it was novemeber, as usual a month which brings along that chill cold. Funny it is, the hazy morning and Icy winds, they always try to wake you up with whispers but you never want to leave that cozy bed.

Admist all this arrived the day of terror, 26th Nov 2008. A day which none of us can forget, our very symbol of prosperity was hit .. Mumbai was again under the dark clouds of terror. 70 hours of bloodbath and then the heroic of NSG commando. Mumbai was recollected but at a cost which will hold its forte for long in the history logs.

That's why i always say ..

"I get knocked down ..But I get up again.. You are never going to Keep me down !! This is what INDIA means to me ... !!"

Life was back on track but anger was not gone, after all how long one can stand still seeing so much trauma. Still till this very date all options are open and I'm sure we will teach those bastards a lesson to be remembered.

So this may be tragic end to a very challenging year which was won by me and I'm sure would be won by my country too !!

Adieu !! Dada of Cricket ....

There are many players in the International Cricket who can time the ball,Hit through the line,Come down the Track,Play elegantly.But when it comes to Off-side there is no one to Superimpose Saurav Ganguly (The Prince of Calcutta or DADA).Dada made his Test Debut against England at “The Grandiloquent LORD’S” the English Batsman batted first and Scored a Mammoth 344 and in that innings it all Happened that Nasser Hussain became Ganguly’s first Test Victim and then Jack Russel(The wicketkeeper during that time) of England Played a Brilliant and superlative Knock to make England reach that Score of 344..Then Came the Men in Blue in White Uniforms->It was a early setback for the Indians when Rathour went cheaply of Cork’s Bowling and this Brought the Legend to the Crease remember this was his Debut and he was Confident and Strong at the Crease like a Sergeant in the Beat House and he was Comfortable with Mullaly and Cork ->The Wicket Machines Of England during that era..And He Drove the Ball with ease through the Off-Side and Timed the Ball well Straight down the Ground and was never looking tensile ..And then one of the Closest Friend and his Team mate Rahul Dravid Joined him and they Both had an 100 Partnership in which Ganguly’s heroics were exposed and after some years Rahul Dravid told in one of the Interviews “On the off-side, first there is God, then there is Ganguly“..Who can forget his Timely Knock at the Dhaka in the Finals against Pakistan (The Hrishikesh Kanitkar’s Last Ball Boundary) and his Innings Against Sri Lanka at Taunton which made him the First Indian to cross 180+ Score in World Cup Matches/International ODI..

And then the man was honored with the Captaincy of INDIAN Cricket on 10th Nov 2000 and there also this man of guts was bold enough to go for unusual experimentation. Who can forget his aggressiveness on field, his rotation policy of bowlers, opportunity on offering for new talent be it Sehwag or Yuvraj. Even his records speak a ton for him, he has been the "Best Indian Captain" so far. Truely speaking, dada was the magic wand which taught Men in Blue to believe in themselves and see what he did, India which rarely won any series outside went on to Tie series with Kangaroos and defeated England, South Africa, west-Indies, Pakistan in their own soil.

And as they say "Always there will be people to pull your legs when you are riding those staircases to top". Same had to happen with dada also, the man whom he always trusted went against him (Greg Chappel) and since then dada had his falls.
But how long a tiger like him can be caged, he was back that too with a bang and it was also dubbed as one of the finest comeback and here is the man retiring gracefully with a series of contribution to Indian Cricket.

Dada you may gone out of field but Your classic shots, those huge sixes, that Chest-baring show @Lords and many more heroics that you crafted during your carrer will be their in our heart forever. So here I'm bidding my own course of adieu to this Real Legend !!

It happens only in India !!

An old story:

The Ant works hard in the withering heat all summer building its house and laying up supplies for the winter.The Grasshopper thinks the Ant is a fool and laughs and dances and plays the summer away. Come winter, the Ant is warm and well fed.The Grasshopper has no food or shelter so he dies out in the cold.

Indian version:

The Ant works hard in the withering heat all summer building its house and laying up supplies for the winter.The Grasshopper thinks the Ant's a fool and laughs and dances and plays the summer away.

Come winter, the shivering Grasshopper calls a press conference and demands to know why the Ant should be allowed to be warm and well fed while others are cold and starving.

NDTV, BBC, CNN show up to provide pictures of the shivering Grasshopper next to a video of the Ant in his comfortable home with a table filled with food.
The world is stunned by the sharp contrast. How can this be that this poor Grasshopper is allowed to suffer so?

Arundhati Roy stages a demonstration in front of the Ant's house.
Medha Patkar goes on a fast along with other Grasshoppers demanding that the Grasshoppers be relocated to warmer climates during winter.

Amnesty International and Kofi Annan criticize the Indian Government for not upholding the fundamental rights of the Grasshopper.The Internet is flooded with online petitions seeking support for the Grasshopper (many promising Heaven and Everlasting Peace for prompt support as against the wrath of God for non-compliance).

Opposition MPs stage a walkout. Left parties call for 'Bengal Bandh' in West Bengal and Kerala demanding a judicial enquiry.
CPM in Kerala immediately passes a law preventing Ants from working hard in the heat so as to bring about equality of poverty among Ants and Grasshoppers.
Lalu Prasad allocates one free coach to Grasshoppers on all Indian Railway trains, aptly named as the 'Grasshopper Rath'.

Finally, the Judicial Committee drafts the 'Prevention of Terrorism against Grasshoppers Act' [POTAGA], with effect from the beginning of the winter.
Arjun Singh makes 'Special Reservation' for Grasshoppers in Educational Institutions and in Government Services.

Arundhati Roy calls it 'a Triumph of Justice'.
Lalu calls it 'Socialistic Justice'.
CPM calls it the 'Revolutionary Resurgence of the Downtrodden'.
Kofi Annan invites the Grasshopper to address the UN General Assembly.

Many years later...

The Ant has since migrated to another country and set up a multi-billion dollar company,1000s of Grasshoppers still die of starvation despite reservation somewhere in India,
And
As a result of losing lot of hard working Ants and feeding the grasshoppers,
India is still a developing country…!!!

Now the Big Question ....?

Can we change the system? India is making good progress in spite of the grasshoppers and their sympathizers with a few ants that remain but we can accelerate it’s growth tremendously if we weed out the grasshopper sympathizers and their grasshoppers from among us.

What we do when we acheive our dream ... ??.

You may say dream n again dream .. partially true !! But they aren't shaped overnight right ....
This is the moment which all of us maybe once or numbers that one keeps counting occurs in our life ... so what we do then ??


In initial months you enjoy da sweet success with your loved ones, thanking god repetitively but then all this becomes a past and as the world's theory, you run after another one !!

means you never stop but do we ever think about them who missed on these opportunity or who are crying somewhere when we were celebrating, rarely........ right !! In this so called globalized world, day by day we are loosing the words like sympathy,help,care from our regular dictionary. With the success we are so obsessed that we never care how world is being tretaed around us.

Dunn u feel this is the biggest or most important dream that every individual should nurture n inculcate. Why we are so ugly and show apathy to the poor or so called mass of suffering class??
There are hundred's of such question to be asked. A single crisis and we are no more in our comfort zone, for us its like the end of world. Perhaps, patience has ran out of our life.
We look at all ills around us and they keep happening and when we are questioned about our ignorant attitude about this then most of us (that includes me also) go asking what was i supposed to do ??

Duh ... What are you supposed to do.....when the ones with all the power are hurting those with none?. Well, for starters, you stand up.You stand up and face the truth. You stand up and tell the truth....for your people. You stand up......even when you're all alone.

If we want to leave back a world where everybody can feel happy n safe then we gotta change ourselves else these dreams of ours are meaningless and crappy and overshadowed by the gloom of people around us.

SO if you really wanna dream and feel the taste of loving it, dream for people, dream for your country. Stop asking questions and do what you can and above all persuade people to do the same.

You know what ...

"Our life is a speeding train and no body is sure where it's headed. But one thing is certain that we all have second chance to make it right. Touched by god, we've to believe that he has a purpose for our life. It's matter of time that we realise his and our purpose and make it the ditto."

Project Bihar Part 1 : Awakening

This is something i came across a discussion about "Situation in Bihar" from a bihari.
This will touch your nerve for sure especially if you are a Bihari ( Resident of a state called Bihar in India).

भाइयो बुरा लगता है हमको भी बुरा लगता है लेकिन हम अब मानने लगे हैं कि बिहार के दुर्दशा के लिए बिहारी ही दोषी है. बिहार में जो ये भीषण प्रलय आया है ये कोई प्राकृतिक आपदा नहीं है. ये एक ऐसे घोर अपराध का सीन है जिसमे 35 लाख लोग बरबाद हो गए. किसी ने तो ये अपराध किया. ये कहना कि देश ने बिहार को क्या दिया अनुचित है. बिहारी पहले ये पूछे कि बिहारियों ने बिहार को अब तक क्या दिया. दुनिया ने फलिस्तीन क्रिसिस का क्लिप देखा, इराक क्रिसिस का क्लिप देखा, अफगानिस्तान क्रिसिस का क्लिप देखा, दार्फुर क्रिसिस का क्लिप देखा लेकिन गरीबी का जो नजारा बिहार में बाढ़ से भागते लोगों में देखा वो कहीं नहीं देखा. अधनंगे, भूखे, चिथड़ों में लिपटे लोग जिनके आंखों में सिर्फ़ आंसू था. लोगों ने पूछा सभी बिहारी तो ऐसे नही होते, कोई तो होगा जिसके तन पर ढंग का एक कपड़ा हो? कहाँ है वो? कहाँ गया वो बिहारी जो इन गरीबों के लिए कुछ कर सकता था?
सच तो ये है कि ऐसा बिहारी, बिहार छोड़ कर भाग गया है. बिहार में आज पुरे तन पर कपड़े वाला बिहारी है ही नहीं. कपड़े वाला बिहारी दिल्ली, मुंबई, हैदराबाद और न जाने कहाँ कहाँ है लेकिन बिहार में नही है. जब राज ठाकरे गरीब बिहारियों को पिटवाता है तो ये अपने को आश्वस्त करते है कि गरीब बिहारी का पिटाई हुआ इनका नहीं. फ़िर ये कहते हैं बिहारी मुंबई में दूध बेचने, नौकर आदि का काम करते हैं इसलिए ये सब हो रहा है और इनका भी नाम ख़राब हो रहा है. समस्या ये है कि राज ठाकरे अपने आन्दोलन के प्रति इमानदार नही है. अगर वो इमानदार होता तो सबसे पहले इन कपडेवाले बिहारियों को मुंबई से खदेड़ता नहीं तो कम से कम हाथ जोड़ के इनसे विनती ही करता कि अब आप बिहार लौट जाइए क्योकि आपकी जरूरत बिहार को है. सच्चाई ये है कि जब तक ये कपड़े वाले बिहारी लाखों कि संख्या में ट्रेन और प्लेन भर-भर के बिहार नहीं लौटते बिहार ऐसे ही दरिद्र रहेगा. बिहार में आज स्किल वाले लोग हैं ही नही. लौटो लोगो लौटो, बिहार लौट जाओ. देखो उन गरीब लोगों को जिनका इस बाढ़ में सब कुछ ख़तम हो गया, सोचो तुम भी उन्हीं में से एक हो. आओ बिहार एक नया जिन्दगी जियो. एक दिन सुबह उठो और चुप-चाप बिहार का ट्रेन पकड़ लो और जैसे कड़े संघर्ष से बाहर में एक मुकाम बनाये वैसे ही यहां बिहार में अपने लोगों के बीच एक मुकाम बनाओ. वरना ऐसे ही frustrate की तरह बोलोगे देश ने क्या दिया है.

अरे हम ही भारत देश हैं तो फ़िर ये सवाल का क्या मायना. देखो कैसे अपना भारतीय सशत्र सेना अपने जान की परवाह किए बिना गरीबों में भी गरीब बिहारी के जान और माल को बचा रहे हैं. सोचो अपने भारतीय सेना के बहादुरी के बिना कितने लाख लोग मरते. देश पर सवाल उठाना जायज नहीं हैं क्योकि देश अपने माँ और बाबूजी के समान है. ये एक सीमा तक ही सहयोग कर सकते हैं आगे तो हमे ख़ुद ही करना हैं.

बड़ा द्वंद का सवाल है कि क्या बिहार लौटना व्यावहारिक है? नौकरी, कॉलेज, अमरीका का सपना? कैसे सम्भव होगा बिहार लौटना? शायद जब विप्रो, इन्फोसिस बंगलोर छोड़ के बिहार के सेवा में लग जाए तब. शायद जब फतुहा में इंटेल अपने नए आईसी बनाने का फैक्ट्री लगायेगा तब या फ़िर शायद जब बोइंग खगरिया में अपने नये प्लेन असेम्बली का यूनिट डालेगा तब. कैसा व्यावहारिक सोच है ये? मजबूरी है ये मजबूरी. और मजबूरी से ही आता है कमजोरी. एक मजबूर आदमी व्यावहारिक नहीं सोच सकता है. भाइयो कम से कम हम तो ऐसे व्यवहारिक सोच पे सवाल खड़ा कर ही देंगे. हाँ लेकिन जब कोई महाराणा प्रताप के तरह घास का रोटी खाने पर उतर आए तो वो न तो मजबूर है न कमजोर. सुपौल में कुछ लोग सीसम के पेड़ का पत्ता चबा के दस दिन जिन्दा रहे ऐसे लोगों को मैं ना तो मजबूर, ना ही कमजोर कहूँगा. हम कहते हैं कि क्या बिहारी आज के तारीख में सिर्फ़ पत्थर तोड़ने के ही लायक है? मुझे पता है कि आप अपने को शिल्पकार कहते है. लेकिन ऐसा भी कैसा शिल्पकार जिसे अपने ही शिल्पकारी पे भरोसा नहीं. शिल्पकार तो आप तब कहलाते जब आप अपने शिल्पकारी का भाव पता होता और ख़ुद आप उसको सीधे बाजार में बेचते. किसी दूसरे के लिए पत्थर तोड़ने को शिल्पकारी नहीं कहते हैं. उसको आप मजदूरी कह सकते हैं और चाहे तो मजबूरी भी कह सकते हैं. क्योंकि मजदूरी और मजबूरी में कोई ज्यादा फरक नहीं होता है. शाम के नौ बजे के बाद जितना मौज मना लीजिये लेकिन सुबह आठ बजे के बाद कंपनी में अगले शुक्रवार तक माफिया कानून ही चलता है.

जी हाँ हम उद्यमशीलता की बात कर रहे हैं. अभी एक भाई साहेब आई आई एम, अहमदाबाद से आए और पटना में सब्जी बेचकर पैसा पीटने लगे. जी हाँ हम ऐसे ही उद्यमशीलता की बात कर रहे हैं. अमरीका में एक कहावत है, "जब तुमको जानकारी है तो फ़िर तुम गरीब क्यों हो." सीखे न जी एतना दिन दूसरे के कंपनी में अब अपना कंपनी बिहार में काहे नै शुरू करते हो. जी हाँ एक आदमी वाला कंपनी जिसके नेता आप, मजदूर आप. हो सकता है कुछ दिन घास का रोटी खाना पड़े लेकिन कसम से ई रोटी का मज़ा बंगलोर के बटर नान से ज्यादा है. जो आप अब भी एतना नै कर सकते हैं तो हम यही कहेंगे कि ना तो आपको जानकारी(टेक्नोलॉजी) है, ना ही आपको पता(कस्टमर) है, ना ही आप में इन्नोवेशन(उद्यमशीलता) का ललक है, आप सिर्फ़ पत्थरतोड़ मजदूर बनने के लायक हैं. और यदि आप ने हिम्मत कर लिया तो आगे चल कर आपको स्किल्ल्ड लोगों के सहयोग का जरूरत होगा. तब आपको पता चलेगा बिहार कैसे विसिअस साइकल में फंसा है. आपको एक भी स्किल्ड आदमी नहीं मिलेगा और यदि आपने कुछ एक को अपने छमता अनुसार ट्रेन किया भी तो वो ट्रेंड होने के बाद पहला गाड़ी दिल्ली, मुंबई, पुणे, बंगलोर आदि के लिए पकडेगा. भले ही वो आपका भतीजा हो या भांजा वो आपको बेरहमी से धोका देकर भाग जाएगा. ऐसा इसलिए होगा क्योंकि वो दबाब में है. उसके सारे दोस्त बड़े बड़े शहरों के बड़े बड़े कॉल सेंटर और आईटी सेंटर में काम करते है. लगता तो ऐसे है जैसे नासा का कंट्रोल सेंटर हो. ऊंचा पगार मिलता है. कहाँ वो बंगलोर का पोश कंपनी, वो गले में कुत्ते का पट्टा, कहाँ ई पटना में बिना साइनबोर्ड वाला कंपनी. पिछला दो महिना से पगार भी नहीं मिला. लेकिन चिंता का कौनो बात नहीं है. कुछ तो घास के रोटी का असर, कुछ समय का अनुभव, सफलता मिलेगा. लोग भी मिलेंगे.

देखिये बाल ठाकरे बोला एक बिहारी सौ बीमारी और हम कहते हैं एक बिहारी सौ पे भारी. लेकिन हम तभी सही होंगे जब हम अपने हिम्मत, हुनर और जुगाड़ से ये साबित करे कि हम सौ लोगों में से एक हैं. का लगता है ई चीनी लोग सब R&D करके आगे बढ़ा क्या, या फ़िर आपका बंगलोर वाला कंपनी कौनो रॉकेट बना रहा है? अरे चोरा लेता है तकनीकी से लेके कस्टमर बेस तक और तुम हो कि एतना दिन से कंपनी में काम कर रहे हो न कस्टमर बेस हाथ लगा न तकनिकी जबकि सच्चाई ये है कि तुम्हारा कंपनी ये तकनिकी और कस्टमर दोनो तुम्हारे ही पत्थरतोड़ मेहनत से ही हासिल करता है. अगर सौ दो सौ बिहारी भी घास का रोटी खाने का फ़ैसला कर ले तो बिहार का मुक्कदर बदला जाएगा. फ़िर कोई बाहर नहीं जायेगा और एक ऐसा शमा बंधेगा कि जो पत्थरतोड़ मजदूर होगा उसको भी यहीं पत्थर तोड़ने मिल जाएगा. इसलिए एगो सदा कागज लीजिए और उसपर लिख डालिए " Project Return To Bihar". फ़िर क्या है बिना किसी कोई ढिंढोरा पीटे तकनीकी से लेके, प्रोडक्ट तक, भावी कस्टमर से लेके कैश फ्लो तक सब लिख डालिए और जब दिखने लगे की आख़िर में ये सम्भव है तो एक दिन सुबह चुप-चाप बिहार का ट्रेन पकड़ लीजिये. अब आपको क्या व्यावहारिक लगता है या क्या नहीं ये तो आपको सोचना है जी, हमने तो ऐसा ही किया. घास का रोटी खा रहे हैं. है अपने ऊपर विश्वास हमको, हम होंगे कामयाब. किसी को एडुकेट नही करना है. अपने आपके हिम्मत को जगाना है. मेरे बिहार के हिम्मतबाज भाइयो,दिखा दो अपने हिम्मत, हुनर और जुगाड़ का कमाल. कूद पडो बिहार के enterprenureship के जंग में. ठीक है माना कि तुम्हारा दो टकइए का नौकरी जाएगा लेकिन सोचो यदि बिहार में सफल हुए तो क्या धमाल मचेगा.

सोचो प्लान करो - बस बहुत हो गया "आ अब लौट चलें". याद रखो बिहार हमी से है. हम हैं तो बिहार है. बिहार के यदि हम न हुए तो कोई नहीं होगा. अपना बिहार, आओ काम करें अकेले में घुटकर नहीं बल्कि अपने लोगों के बीच. हम उदहारण बने लोगों के बीच. लोगों को नेतृत्व दें. हम रोजगार ढूंढें नहीं बल्कि रोजगार का अवसर पैदा करें. बिहार के वर्तमान क्रिमिनल-माफिया और नेतृत्व को दिखाएँ कि थोड़ा सा हुनर, थोड़ा सा जुगाड़ से कैसे revenue generate किया जा सकता है. लेकिन एक दो घास खाने वाले से काम नहीं चलेगा. और भी घास खाने वाले लोग चाहिए. तो सोचना क्या है शुरू कीजिये "Project Return To Bihar". इसके लिए आपको न मेरी न किसी और की बल्कि अपने आपको तैयार करना है. दवाई बनाओ, टेबल कुर्सी बनाओ, चटाई बनाओ, टोकरी बनाओ, स्टील का काम करो, एल्यूमिनियम का काम करो, खाना बनाओ या ट्रक बनाओ, बिजली बनाओ या पल्स्टिक, सॉफ्टवेर या हार्डवेयर, टूथ पेस्ट बनाओ या तेल ....लेकिन अब बिहार में ही ई सब का काम करो. इस निर्णय के लिए किसी नेट्वर्किंग का जरूरत नही हैं. जरूरत है तो बस आपके हुनर, हिम्मत और विश्वास की. हम आगे यहाँ कमेन्ट नहीं करेंगे. हमारा मकसद सिर्फ़ ये था बिहार के समस्या का समाधान हम ख़ुद ही हैं, आप हैं. एक चुटकी में हल सम्भव है लेकिन आपको हिम्मत तो दिखाना पड़ेगा. बांकी आप होशियार लोग हैं और निर्णय आपका ही होगा.

नोट: आशुतोष जी, हम और हमारे कंपनी के लोग, कंपनी के ओर से अपने छमता के अनुसार एक चेक मुख्यमंत्री राहत कोष में जमा करवा आए हैं. आगे भी जो सिचुएशन होगा उसके अनुसार फ़िर से आपस में कुछ पैसा जमा करके मुख्यमंत्री राहत कोष में जमा करवाएंगे. क्या करे ऊँट के मुंह में जीरा होगा ये सब फ़िर भी अगले 6 माह तक कुछ गरीब को जो बाढ़ में सब कुछ खो दिए उनको यहीं पर जीने का दूसरा राह, यानी की इलेक्ट्रॉनिक असेम्बली का ट्रेनिंग, PCB layout का ट्रेनिंग देने का फ़ैसला है. अगर कुछ लोग अच्छा रहा तो जॉब पर रख भी लेंगे बांकी को स्वरोजगार का राह दिखायेंगे. ईंजिनीअरबा ना कामचोर और ट्रेनिंग लेके भाग जाता है बांकी बिहार का लोग बहूत अच्छा और मेहनतकश होता है.

Now I know whaT a toUgh day is ??

This was just another morning, news were floating around about Operating System marks to be shown today .. so long wait was about to be over !!
I had my dailies and was getting ready for the climax, at times i thought this is the last chance i got "It's now or never", i knew i had worked hard this semester and was even reaping the fruits in other subjects and this was one which is going to be my area of Interest and a good grade will do me the favour.
So with all those hopes in my kitty i reached da destination. Crowd was all ga-ga... things have been delayed by 30 mins (no worries that's usual scene in India, at times i think we must be waisting atleast 20-30 % of our life waiting".
So for passing the boring hour (with tensions gripping da minds) we started with chit chats, dunno how that half n hour passed !!

Roll no were being called and if you look at faces around you get to know how tough the going was, as usual my wait was longer finally got the marks ... ohh not bad !!

atleast i recovered the loss of first test through it. but what next wa in store nobody expected, somebody was caught red handed ... no worries this has been happening for years !!

There are two ways you score talent talent & talent ... naah this is just a phrase !!

realiTy is cheat cheat & cheat, when it comes to blaming everybody takes the lead and i'm no exception but when it gets to you, you tend to forgot all that !!
any way some day or other this was expected so no shocker !!

But next come the shock of life.... i got my end sem marks and god i never expected it to turn up this way...m in Last 10 , god how can this happen that too after i did my paper so well.
any way my only hope was seeing the paper for correction still 3 gruelling hours for that.

And these were the 3 hours that changed my perception a bit towards life, there are people who claims to be your friends but these are the testing time that gets you know the truth !!

I can't name them here but during those 3hours when i was crying bukets alone in my room, i needed someone who could believe me and assure me that i cant get this marks. But this is a competative world and there is nothing like emotions or feelings here, i was left alone as if discarded as if they were more than happy hearing my failure.
This is the time when i realize this world is a pond of selfish fishes, they will be with you but given a chance they won't hesitate making you a prey in their way to move ahead.

Anyway thank god that i have been in hostel for almost 11-12 yrs so have seen a lot of this breed so know how to cope with them.
Finally it was 4'o clock , i had my answer sheet with me and as expected 15 marks turned out to be 50 and am safely placed in B grade, not bad.
Thank god atleast you are alwayz there for me.

Anyway if you people are reading this, then this is my word to all those friends( and they know whom am talking about), please dont be hypocrites if you hate me say it on my face i will surely love to walk out of your life.

So that is another story of mine but that is how i'm.